Yes, as a lot of you know, I am still in the closet. You guys on Tumblr are the only people that know that I am gay.
So yes. I am Dave Karofsky. Closeted. Scared. Not sure of what my friends and family may think of me.
The suicide scene killed me because I have had thoughts about doing so. I’ve felt so alone, so mistreated, so hurt like Dave in that scene before. It was almost as if I saw myself through him in that scene.
And yes, luckily he is still alive. And I know I will never do anything to harm myself like that.
But it’s all thanks to the Pirates.
You all are the happiest part about my life. Logging on Tumblr, talking to you all, and sharing the same interests. It makes my day everyday.
So I just want to thank you all for being there for me and treating me like I am a part of something special.
I love you all more than words could describe.
You are important to us. Don’t give up. Grow up and get the fuck out of there. It’s hard and tenuous at times, but you can leave and live a better life soon.
It’s things like these that make the bullshit of “internet friends aren’t real friends” fly out of the window.
Boy, you already have heard me about a million times already, so I’ll just leave it at that. xD
(via piratesteph)