piratesteph:

under-spectra:

Dave has 

• been made fun of off and on since middle school by the jocks and other guys,
• been worried enough about his feelings that he would stoop to bullying to try and fix it,
• been rejected after his first instance of revealing his true sexuality,
• zeroed in on one of the only people he actually looked up to and scared him away to another school after threatening to kill him,
• been suspended from school because of his bullying,
• been threatened with being outed,
• been humiliated in front of the school when they voted him Prom King, paired with another guy as his Queen,
• spent his Junior Prom night alone by himself,
• been rejected by Sebastian, a boy the same age as he is,
• been rejected on Valentine’s Day after spending time and effort into gifts for the guy he likes,
• spent his Valentine’s Day alone by himself when he had hopes of spending it being happy,
• had all of his calls to Kurt left unanswered,
• been outed by his schoolmates,
• been bullied at school,
• been cyber-bullied on Facebook,
• lost his best friend because of his sexuality,
• been told by his mother that he has a disease.

These are the only reasons we know about. These are some of the reasons why he wanted to end his life. He’s only 18

now i’m crying. yet again.

im 18 too, dammit.